Jackson
November 2nd 2009 - February 28th 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
6 months old
I can't sleep...again. I'm sitting at grandma's and grandpa's house in Sarnia for my birthday weekend. Today I should also be celebrating your half birthday. You can't even imagine how I was looking forward to you turning 6 months old. The things you would be doing or even saying. Your baby cousin is also 2 months today. Your auntie and I were so excited for you two to meet. You would love your baby cousin Jackson. Yesterday we went shopping and everyone was looking at baby C and mommy was sad because I miss when everyone would stop and admire you....which they did because you were so beautiful. I don't want to celebrate my birthday because its not worth celebrating without you here. I don't want to celebrate anything without you....you made things special. My life will forever be changed because you were in it. I know you send me messages and I look for them everyday and when I get them it sends a little light my way. I love you my BOBO keep smiling down on my from heaven and I will try and smile up to you too.
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Lindsay I am so sorry, every day is hard but this day is so much harder. I find myself crying for most of the morning & as I write this to you. I am having a horrible time with Jackson would be 6 months today, I can't even imagine how you & Tim are feeling. All I can say is I love you guys & we are here for you. I know what helps me doesn't probably help you but I like to read the poem tiny angel to feel better. Love you's
ReplyDeleteI wish that Jackson were here with you. The loss of our children just sucks everything out of us. I hope that you do get to enjoy and find some peace on your birthday.
ReplyDeleteI must say that I was also sad yesterday when they were admiring the baby, because I wish we had Jackson with us as well, he was so beautiful I loved when people told you how precious he was.
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