November 2nd 2009 - February 28th 2010

“No day will ever erase you from the memory of time”

Monday, November 1, 2010

The last day I was pregnant

A year ago today I got the call that would change the rest of my life. Me being the naive pregnant woman I thought that I would be having a baby that day. (Boy was I wrong). At 7:30 am I jumped out of bed to a nurse asking me," Can you be here in a hour we can fit you in to start inducing you". I have never showered, ate and packed so fast in my life.

When we arrived the doctor told me what he was going to do and then I spent the longest day in the hospital. They gave me some cervadil to help get my cervic's get ready and told me it would be 12 hours before they did the next step. Needless to say I spent the next 24 hours pregnant.

That means tomorrow is the day I have been dreading. The day my beautiful son was brought into this world. Only to stay for 4 months.


  1. Lins,
    I know you & Tim want to be alone tomorrow, but you know that you are never alone!! We are here for yous always! We love you both and know we also will be sharing in your grief and sorrow. If you need anything you know where I am!! Love you.

  2. Lindsay, We are only a phone call away if you need us. We will each be grieving in our own way, but we will also be thinking of both you and Tim and of course beautiful little Jackson. At 7:11 a.m. I will release balloons to remember that moment when I was so ecstatic and thrilled to finally meet little Jackson. I will never forget that moment when Tim put Jackson in my arms and let me hold him. I love you both and I am sending you both the warmest hug I can send from this far away. xoxo