November 2nd 2009 - February 28th 2010

“No day will ever erase you from the memory of time”

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

New Job. New hurdles

I have just recently started a new job, with that comes new co workers. These ladies I work with have no idea about Jackson....and I know it will come out eventually. I know people say you will know when the time is right, but I am afraid that before then I might burst into tears. When people talk about their children or their lives I want to share. I have held back a lot and sometimes I feel like such a fraud. I have living this big lie that no one will really understand, or will they. Sometimes people will surprise you and share a story of a baby loss in their lives. I don't want their sympathy I just want them to know. I want to be able to talk about Jackson and share with them his short but important life. He was important to me and always will be and I just want others to know that.

1 comment:

  1. Even when it does come out, there is nothing you have to feel bad about. If someone there has a hard time dealing with it, that will be something that they will have to overcome.
    All they have to do is understand that, you have a child, he just isn't with you on this earth, that doesn't make him any less special, and he will always be your baby.