tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7124352590450834187.post7819027878285786429..comments2013-08-26T09:35:56.186-04:00Comments on Remembering Jackson.: Ready for a RainbowLindsayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13674384350215684808noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7124352590450834187.post-51883628816532905682010-09-08T22:13:31.195-04:002010-09-08T22:13:31.195-04:00I remember that longing after Noah died.. it was o...I remember that longing after Noah died.. it was oh, so difficult. <br />Thinking of youJanehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03183470381832623711noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7124352590450834187.post-65858581737626387382010-09-04T16:56:21.400-04:002010-09-04T16:56:21.400-04:00Lindsay, I completely understand the need to see t...Lindsay, I completely understand the need to see that plus. The arms ache to hold a child of our own again. The heart yearns to share that love. Every sense in your body longs for that child. I really hope and pray that soon that happens for you.Maryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16071927168876473000noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7124352590450834187.post-68987617382341181052010-09-03T19:15:18.953-04:002010-09-03T19:15:18.953-04:00After we lost Matthew, I was too scared to have an...After we lost Matthew, I was too scared to have another. A little over a year later though we had a surprise. I was scared, terrified, but soon I became so excited. Then, I had my first miscarriage. I wanted to try again that day. I felt as though I HAD to have a baby in my arms right then. All 3 of our first pregnancies were accidents. Most during times where someone normally doesn't get pregnant. The 4 months that we tried following that resulted in BFN after BFN were so incredibly hard for me. How is it possible that when I don't try and our timing is horrific, I get pregnant, but now that we're trying it isn't happening. That pregnancy resulted in my 2nd miscarriage. Again, it took 4 months to get pregnant again. And again it resulted in miscarriage. The anger, the hurt, the frustration was indescribable. It physically hurt me. It didn't seem fair that not only did we have our son taken, but then we couldn't even have another baby. I completely understand the frustration, the tears, the anger. And I'm sorry that you are going through it. I hope that you get your rainbow baby soon and get to enjoy every possible moment of raising it.Denisehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17644442451132026851noreply@blogger.com